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Giving up on "A Holiday Tale"

When did this game get to be such a stress-producer? Was it when the GM blew a gasket and overreacted at my exploration of a relationship with my husband's character? Or was it when I found myself feeling like some sort of spear-carrier while the plot focused on two of the other characters? or when one of the other players started sniping IC?

Whatever. I don't care any more. I'm sick and tired of playing in a game I no longer enjoy, and really don't have the time to keep playing.

Would my life be better if I gave up on it now, or should I try to stick it out until the end? Would I be more relaxed running my online game if I did quit this one?

I used to enjoy playing in this game, but ever since the main plot began, it's felt forced, as if no matter what our characters do, we're headed toward a pre-destined conclusion. As I've never been a big fan of predestination, and possibly far too independent a player at times for my own good, it hasn't really sat too well with me.

So, the dilemma -- do I keep playing and possibly go away permanently bitter, or cut my ties now and maybe keep the good memories and let time salve the wounds and possibly, just possibly, be willing to play in another of his games someday?

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This LJ chronicles my experiences in geekdom. Feel free to read, but beware of falling dice!

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